Where does the time go?

I have noticed that I haven't been diligent to my "duty" to blog... And, I am so sorry...


I have been looking over our home school work and what week we are on, and wow time has flown by.
With 4 days of academics and Friday play dates. I can't seem to keep track of time very well.


Plus, there is a long going on in this mind of mine.


1. Try to stay in God's word even when I feel things are going Great..(which to be honest I only find myself leaning on Him when my life seems all a mess.) Thank you God for loving this unworthy person. 2. I have told my husband that I would like to have MORE kids...(Um I know he must think I am crazy)
3. Praying that my older two kids have good weeks while at their dad's house.
4. Try in to live healthier, eat healthier, and live more like God had intended on us living.
5. Co-op, Co-op, and more Co-op.... I have never been part of so many Co-ops before.. (not complaining mind you)


So as you can see there is a lot going on...Sometimes I wish God would up grade my computer chip.. I feel like I am on dial-up..Really could use DSL.


Plus sometimes I feel the pressure to have pictures ready for you guys.. Which might seem really funny to you, but I love to look at the blogs I read pictures..


On another note.. There is this one blog I read.. She is an advocate for Reece's Rainbow, and she posted the other day about a boy named Dakota. This cute little boy was transferred about 3 or 4 months ago to an institution. The bad news is that this little fellow died. I cried my eyes out. I wish I could have helped that little guy.


It is hard to understand why these thing do happen, but having strong faith in Christ that there will be glory from it is what we have to believe in.


I have also come to believe that God's glory will shine through my own life with the situation with my older two kids. My sister-in-law told me something not long ago that has really kinda stuck with me.
That even if I don't have them in this world, that I will be with them in my Eternal life. How cool is that..? That would be like forever later of course, but forever..


Learnig to lean on God is new to me even though I have been a Servent of Christ for 5 years now. I have always tried to handle things on my own. It is amazing to me that after all these years I don't know it all, and am always learning something new. I love the Lord with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength..